This is a case that kept me up at night.
Said he attacked one of them girls.
Somebody that was stalking or looking for prey.
That's the thing that your mom and dad warn you about...
The man jumping out of the bushes.
If it could happen in Amherst, it could happen anywhere.
I thought this was over.
He wanted people to know this was his work.
It's almost like he's invisible, this boogeyman.
Hey!
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narrator: in Amherst, New York, a young woman is worried.
Her roommate, 19-year-old Linda yalem, is missing.
She was supposed to be home, like, hours ago.
Did she ever just disappear before?
No.
When Linda left for her run,
she told her roommates where she was running
and how long she was running for.
It was going to be a long run.
She can run for, like, hours.
She runs every day, and it's always the same...
On the bike path.
There was an unusually long absence,
and her roommates became concerned.
And that's when the search began for her
along the bike path in the town.
It was a relatively new bike path,
and it had become very popular.
There were people on the path starting as early as 5:00 A.M.
In the morning, running or walking.
They went out on that bike path, and they scoured it.
It's a five-mile bike path, and they looked from end to end.
And they looked at all areas around that path.
The body of Linda yalem was found in a little grassy,
wooded area not too far off the bike path...
Obviously deceased.
Lacorte: it appeared that he had taken her walkman and the earphones,
and tossed it a few feet away from her.
There was a water bottle...
Importance of that was any kind of evidence
that we might be able to come off of it.
Nigrelli: there was a ligature Mark, a double ligature on her neck.
From the use of a garrotte,
which indicated that the garrotte was put over the head.
There was a strong belief that it was made
from rope of some kind of twine, just because of the Mark,
the ligature it left on her neck.
The marks can basically tell us is that we're dealing
probably with a pretty strong individual.
So he had to be able to come up behind her,
be able to pretty much lift her off her feet,
and drag her back to where he ended up killing her.
Her mouth and nose were actually duct-taped shut
so there was no way for her to breathe.
Narrator: armed with additional information.
About Linda's crime scene,
police interview her roommate
for any leads on who could've done this.
Did she say anything about having trouble with anyone?
You're definitely going to look at the people closest to her.
No. not that she mentioned.
Any problem with, um, her boyfriend... Jack, is it?
Usually, it's someone that the person knows
or is, at least, acquainted with.
No. he's the best.
Plus, Linda told me he's out of town.
Was she seeing... Someone other than Jack?
No. I really don't think so.
Call me if you think of anything,
no matter how small.
Narrator: could Linda's missing boyfriend be behind her murder?
I received a phone call, and there was some guy
on the other end that I didn't know,
and he told me that Linda had been murdered.
You know, it was just, you know, what happened?
You're just overcome with emotion,
and you can't help but just start crying.
It's just incredibly upsetting.
Narrator: but Jack was 2,000 miles away, in California,
when Linda was killed.
Linda was very kind and generous.
She kind of a naiveté to her, which made her just so sweet,
and that's why everyone cared about her a lot.
Amherst was rated as one of the safest cities in America.
It's basically a typical suburban area
that isn't going to see much crime.
There's a large university... The university of buffalo...
That's housed in Amherst.
But after Linda yalem's body was located,
not only was the university on high alert,
but the entire community.
Here you have a young, energetic,
athletic college student
who's murdered when she's going out for a jog,
training for a marathon.
And now people felt that anyone could potentially be the victim.
There was a water bottle that was found
near Linda yalem's body.
And it did have fingerprints on it.
We had his DNA, but the problem was, we didn't know who he was.
Narrator: detectives may have a fingerprint and DNA,
but both are useless
unless they can find a suspect for comparison.
Linda yalem is the first murdered on this bike path,
but she is not the first to be strangled there.
We saw six attacks prior to the murder of Linda yalem.
Narrator: for years, there's been a serial rapist.
Terrorizing the bike paths of Amherst.
The first attack was a 44-year-old woman
that was in Delaware park.
She was jogging.
The attacker, one again, came up from behind,
got the garrotte around her neck,
used it to control her.
He would run by them and then come around behind them
and then grab the garrotte and put it around their neck
and pull them into the wooded areas.
A lot of leads came in. A lot of tips came in.
We ran every one of these tips to the ground.
We vetted them all.
Unfortunately, none of them really panned out.
And now the suspect had graduated to murder.
If it could happen in Amherst, it could happen anywhere.
Well, obviously, it was pretty shocking.
And there was an immediate emphasis on putting signs up...
"Walk with a friend."
We put all kinds of warning signs
out on the bike path not to walk alone.
He was actually an animal that was out preying on women.
He was like a pure predator.
That's the thing that your mom and dad warn you about...
You know, the man jumping out of the bushes,
and attacks you in broad daylight.
It's almost like he's invisible, this... this boogeyman.
Nobody sees him coming, and no one sees him leaving.
We need to stop him because he's not going to stop himself.
Narrator: Amherst, New York, police are investigating.
Another violent attack on a local bike path.
But this time, the victim survives.
There was another attack... Early-morning attack...
On the Amherst bike path...
The same path where Linda yalem was murdered.
Same type of situation.
Came up behind her, dragged her into an area that was quiet,
same m.O... Garrotte around the neck.
He was strong.
He had a hat on, but I could tell
he had dark skin and hair... Really bushy hair.
White male, either hispanic or of Italian descent,
big, wavy hair.
Picture mine, you know, twice as much.
Narrator: the young victim bears the same double-ligature marks.
Found on Linda yalem's neck.
Did he say anything to you, anything at all?
Yeah. um... that's the thing.
He talked to me the whole time.
He actually said, "if you do something, I will kill you."
Don't move for 15 minutes,"
asked where the nearest bus line was.
He actually said that he was recently released from prison
and his name is David.
Narrator: the bike path rapist left behind his DNA,
and it matches the DNA from the yalem crime scene.
We knew what the man looked like.
We had eyewitnesses.
We had his DNA.
We just couldn't put a name to the face.
Narrator: the bike path attacks and a killer on the loose.
Have this small town on edge.
Amherst is sort of the idyllic suburban American dream.
It has one of the lowest crime rates in the country.
People move to Amherst because it's supposed to be so safe.
And it really shook the entire community to its foundation.
Narrator: police step up patrols along the bike path.
He was athletic, someone who probably used the bike path,
someone who either walked or jogged.
The one thing was certain... He knew these bike paths.
He had been there.
Narrator: but for the time being, there are no more attacks.
Redmond: the media was all over the bike path killer case.
They reported on it consistently and constantly.
Nigrelli: every time a media story would be released,
the public would have an outpouring of tips.
So at times, it'd be overwhelming.
We get a call from someone in jail who said,
"you know, I have information.
My cellmate said he raped a girl on a bike path."
Just have a seat right there, in the chair.
The different leads and tips that we got really varied.
It was broad-spectrum.
You called me.
I tell you what I know...
I want a transfer.
No promises.
It's all going to depend on what you have to tell me.
He said he attacked one of them girls.
He said he used a piece of rope wrapped around his hand.
What's this guy's name?
Dave.
Dave Richardson.
He gave the name "David," which really struck a chord
because the victim of the bike path rapist
actually gave his name as David.
We're done here.
Yes, sir.
Let's go.
Narrator: when they take a closer look at Dave Richardson,
they find he's been convicted of sexual crimes before.
Redmond: we started looking at him,
and we realized that he was the right age,
he was the right build, he was the right height.
He had the right availability as far as times
to be able to have committed these crimes.
Open up!
Amherst police! Open up!
Open up!
Dave Richardson! Amherst police!
Come out!
Dave Richardson!
Dave Richardson, come out!
Dave! Dave Richardson!
Captain, the upstairs is clear.
He's not here, either.
The house is empty.
Narrator: Amherst police.
Get Dave Richardson's name and picture out
all over New York and beyond.
So far, he's the best lead they have.
Meanwhile, tips continue to roll in.
Nigrelli: we got them from every source.
It could've been coworkers, friends, even some families.
And we ran every one to the ground.
Narrator: but then, detectives get a break.
When one tipster offers them valuable information.
So, this guy you work with, what's his name?
Altemio Sanchez.
This is detective patronik.
Mr. Ryan here says he has information about his coworker.
Sanchez is his name.
I ran into him on the bike path.
There's a lot of people on the bike path.
Yeah, but I don't know. He was... weird.
He sees altemio on the bike path, walking.
And the coworker stops, talks to him.
Altemio seemed very nervous, didn't want to talk to him.
They both went on their way.
Just days later, Linda yalem is murdered on that same bike path.
Narrator: detectives investigating the bike path attacks.
In Amherst, New York, have a new possible suspect...
Altemio Sanchez.
Yes? can I help you?
We're with Amherst police, ma'am.
We're looking for altemio Sanchez.
Yes, that's my husband.
He just got home from work.
What's going on?
We just need to talk to him.
Mr. Sanchez?
Yes.
Your name came up in an investigation.
Well, that sounds ominous.
Can I ask which investigation?
The Linda yalem murder
and the other rapes on the bike path.
Well, I do occasionally run on that path.
At work, he was the one that organized the running team.
He was the coach of the little league baseball team.
He was a member of the c.Y.O. At his church.
Narrator: right away, their hopes fade.
The witness says her attacker had bushy hair.
He was mostly bald, so immediately, there was not
a direct physical description of altemio.
Narrator: they take altemio Sanchez's fingerprints.
And compare them to the prints found at the yalem crime scene.
They took altemio Sanchez's fingerprints,
and they didn't match the fingerprints
found on the water bottle.
Narrator: police step up patrols, hoping to catch him on the trail.
Or at least deter him with their presence.
Patronik: there were a number of people that were identified.
As acting suspicious on the bike path.
One in particular was pacing back and forth on the bike path
of an area where there weren't people around,
almost having that look like they were waiting for someone.
Rozansky: the person was out of place on that bike path, you know.
Maybe didn't look like, necessarily, a jogger,
but somebody that was stalking or looking around
or looking for prey.
One of the surveillance teams from the woods picked up on him.
We had the sense that this person needed to be,
you know, identified.
Amherst police! Stop!
What do you want? Turn around.
Put your hands on top of your head.
What's your name?
Dave Richardson.
What's this about?
Narrator: after searching for Dave Richardson,
police finally find him...
Loitering on the same bike path where the attacks occurred.
Turn to the right.
They bring him in and charge him on an outstanding warrant.
The gentleman looked like our guy, matched the description.
Again, zeroed right in on him.
You want to tell us what you were doing on that bike path?
'Cause it sure wasn't running.
I wasn't breaking any laws.
But you have broke laws before.
Right, Dave?
1987... arrested for battery.
1988... arrest for indecent exposure.
Another battery in 1989.
Known sex offender,
looks exactly like our rapist, same size.
He's had numerous rapes. He's already done time.
They found a lot of markers that were similar
to who they believed they were looking for as a suspect.
We can clear this up real quick
if you give us a DNA sample.
It doesn't match, you walk.
It's that simple.
I want to speak to an attorney.
This individual wouldn't comply with the DNA.
Narrator: police detain Dave Richardson.
And try to strengthen the case against him.
He kept refusing to give us his DNA,
which really raised a flag.
Narrator: they don't have enough to charge him with murder...
Let's start in the basement.
But they secure a search warrant for his house.
Hey. I got something.
Could investigators have found the murder weapon
in Dave Richardson's basement?
The next victim was a high school girl
on her way to summer school...
Walked past her as she was cutting through a field.
She was attacked from behind and actually controlled
and pulled off the path.
He would wait in his perfect spot for the perfect moment,
until the right victim came along.
He was the perfect predator.
Narrator: the young woman describes her attacker.
As a bushy-haired man who looks Italian or hispanic.
And he tells his victim his name is Dave.
But since David Richardson was still behind bars
when the attack happened, they know he's not the killer.
So they have to assume
the bike path killer is still out there.
We would find these suspects, and we would think,
"this guy's looking really good,"
like, "this could be it."
And then it wouldn't be that person.
That was probably one of the most frustrating things
about this case.
We knew we had probably the best evidence anyone could have...
DNA evidence.
No one to compare it to.
Best evidence in the world, but who do we tie it to?
Narrator: but after that, the bike path attacks just stop.
The bike path rapist seems to have vanished.
Other than, you know, every once in a while, a newspaper story,
there wasn't a lot said about it.
It sort of died down.
The theory was that he was either dead, in jail,
or had moved,
because years had gone by without an attack.
I thought either he had stopped or he'd moved on.
I thought, you know, if they haven't caught him by now,
it's most likely they're not going to catch him.
Life seemed to go back to normal, for the most part.
Narrator: although the bike path killer seems to have disappeared,
the town of Amherst can't forget the impact
the attacks had on the community.
Beebe: university of buffalo decided that the best way.
To honor Linda yalem was to hold a race in her honor.
They put it on, and it just had
a huge outpouring of people who came out.
And it's a continuing effort to make sure
that when women run on bike paths
that they're aware of who's around them
and that they run with a friend.
It was always in the back of people's minds
that this man was still out there.
Narrator: but it would take a fateful anniversary.
For the bike path killer to strike again
and terrorize the community like never before.
This is Steve.
Steven diver got a call from his child's school
that Joan, his wife, had not come to pick up their children.
Joan wouldn't just not show up.
Joan diver was a mother of four who ran on a regular basis.
She would pick her kids up at a regular time,
drop them off at school.
Hart: it made sense for people to worry.
When she didn't pick up her children.
She would not have just left them there
without calling or notifying somebody.
Joan was very punctual.
I'm leaving now.
Narrator: Steven diver heads to his children's school,
and on the way, calls police to report his wife missing.
Detective rozansky.
Rozansky: they got a call that Joan diver had gone missing.
Her husband, Steven diver, had called
and said it was abnormal
that she didn't pick the kids up at school.
Narrator: Steven diver also explains.
There's further cause for concern.
Nigrelli: Mr. diver, on his way home from picking up the kids,
he notices her vehicle, Joan's vehicle,
parked in a parking lot at the end of a bike path.
Rozansky: he feared the worst...
Something must've happened to her on the bike path,
'cause he knew she ran every day.
We ultimately believed that wasn't just something
that was an accident.
We believe that this individual
wanted to rear his ugly head again.
A search party was initiated,
and everybody was out looking for Joan on the bike path.
Everybody we had available was out
trying to determine where she was.
Is she injured? Is she not even here?
Is she at another location?
Narrator: day 1 of the search comes and goes,
with no sign of Joan diver.
Investigators focus on her car,
which they discovered parked 3/4 of a mile
from where Steven originally reported spotting it.
That gave us more questions than answers, you know,.
Did Joan not run in her usual spot,
and maybe her car was never really seen there...
Her husband thought he saw the car there?
Was there information being given to us
intentionally to deceive us?
You know, we didn't know what it meant.
We want to get into the car.
Maybe that's going to lead to a clue where she is,
what she might have been doing at the time the car was parked.
We asked her husband for consent to search the vehicle.
I'm sorry. I'm not going to allow it.
At that point, he declined consent.
That was very puzzling to us.
He says we had to get a search warrant.
He wouldn't let us just go into the vehicle.
Narrator: Steven diver's refusal means police have to tow the car.
And then wait for a warrant that allows them to search it.
Then, Steven diver's behavior gets even more puzzling.
We asked for an article of Joan's clothing
that we could use as a scent article,
as we were bringing bloodhounds in.
And he declined.
And, again, these were all things that we were looking at
as suspicious.
Narrator: police even believe.
Steven diver's initial 911 call is strange.
The nature of that call to 911...
"She's somewhere out on a bike path,
and I believe that she might've been harmed."
And we're like, "why do you think that?"
We were just baffled by why he would respond in that way.
It did raise our suspicions.
I found her.
October 1st, they did, in fact, find the body.
Patronik: she was mostly clothed.
There was no obvious sign of any sort of sexual assault.
And we believe the reason being is that she fought so hard
with this attacker.
Joan was spunky.
And if someone was going to be able to attack somebody,
I wouldn't have thought it would've been Joan.
She put up a fight, and that didn't surprise me a bit.
She was a passionate person. She had a lot to live for.
She wasn't going to go without a fight.
Once we realized there was these marks on her neck,
we knew that we possibly had a bike path rapist connection.
12 years.
I thought this was over.
So now we have ligature marks that were very distinctive.
We have the anniversary date,
and we have this remote recreational area
on a bike path.
All started pointing... Do we have the bike path rapist
or is this someone who's a copycat?
This individual could be very well the same person
that Linda yalem had been murdered by.
From now on, it's best if you talk to my lawyer.
Mr. diver, you're not a suspect.
Nigrelli: following Joan diver's death,
Mr. diver was interviewed extensively.
He's someone with a superior I.Q.
And speaks at a different level than a lot of us do.
Everyone acts differently during grief.
You can't paint anyone into any one corner,
how they react or they respond.
Mr. diver was a grieving husband.
And his reactions and actions
and how he handled himself following his wife's death,
it may have come across as being noncooperative.
I think it was misconstrued at times as lack of cooperation.
Would you be willing to take a polygraph test?
My lawyer will answer that.
He did have counsel not to cooperate
with the polygraph exam.
But now we had a question Mark in our head.
You know, is he not being fully cooperative?
We were looking at him, and I think
he was a little apprehensive to giving us
everything we wanted at the time.
Okay, Mr. diver.
We'll be in touch.
Narrator: but by now, the warrant to search Joan diver's car.
Has come through,
and police go to work on the vehicle,
whether Steven diver likes it or not.
They scour the car, looking for any trace of DNA.
The samples are sent to the lab.
And a few weeks later, DNA is found.
The DNA is from three sources... Joan, her husband, Steven,
and a third, unknown source.
This third DNA also reveals two crucial clues.
The lab told us that the DNA is going to be
someone of hispanic descent.
And it was discovered as being a match for the bike path rapist.
It turned out that Steve diver was not the bike path rapist.
Narrator: police now believe the killer moved Joan diver's car.
And left his DNA in it.
And when you heard that he's back,
it was just a really eerie feeling.
And I just literally remember the hair going up
on the back of my neck.
All the old fear was re-ignited
when Joan diver's body was found.
As a mom of two daughters,
now I'm thinking my daughters have to live this fear
that I went through,
and it has to end.
Immediately, the sheriff called for a meeting that morning.
And he said, he goes,
"these crimes have been going on for decades in our region.
We need to do something different."
Narrator: now more than ever,
Amherst police have reason to believe
the bike paths attacks are not random.
They just need to find a connection.
And in a group of files,
they found some pretty stark similarities
and decided to put those up on the board...
Date, location, verbiage, weapon, time...
And started comparing them to the known bike path rapist case.
Narrator: the results are alarming.
As they were looking at this board, they realized,
"my goodness.
His crimes go back much farther than we originally thought."
Narrator: investigators find more than 20 sexual assaults.
Going back 30 years
that could be connected to the bike path killer.
Since they know that the DNA comes from a hispanic suspect,
that's where they start.
Nigrelli: through all the years of investigation,
we kept a name index of everyone that had ever been a lead, tip,
or interviewed in a part of this case.
And from that, we extracted 85 names
who were obvious hispanic surnames
that we made into a database.
Narrator: police eliminate the names on the list one by one.
Some of the men are dead. Some are in prison.
And some have alibis.
Buried in a statement taken by an assault victim
from the mid-'90s, a lead they'd never cross-referenced,
seems open-ended.
A young woman was attacked and raped.
And later, she was walking in the mall and saw her attacker.
She says she looked him in the eye, he looked her in the eye.
She goes, "i know 100% it was him,"
and I could tell the way that he looked at me he knew it was me.
My sister followed him out to his car
"and got the license plate."
They went and they got his photo.
They put it into a photo array
containing five other people's photos,
all similar appearance.
And they showed it to the victim...
"Do you recognize anybody in this photo?"
And she said, "no, that's not him."
And so it sort of died there.
Narrator: but now, all these years later,
investigators are taking a new look at these old leads...
Even the dead ends.
And that includes wilfredo caraballo.
We're here following up on an open murder investigation.
We'd like to ask you a few questions.
Let me stop you right there.
It wasn't me.
He said, "i know why i think you called me."
I suspect you called me about that thing
"that happened many years ago."
And I said, "yes, I did. What about it?"
So at that point, we thought, "is wilfredo caraballo
going to be our bike path rapist?"
It wasn't me.
I swear to you!
And he goes, "i wasn't driving that car."
I loaned my car to someone that day.
Wilfredo filled in all the pieces of the puzzle
that we didn't know.
He basically told us who was driving the car that day.
He actually gave us the name who was driving the vehicle.
It was my nephew.
"My nephew altemio Sanchez drove the car."
Narrator: police are once again focusing on altemio Sanchez,
a man they'd questioned years earlier and then dismissed.
Patronik: from all we could tell, he was a great family man.
He was very involved in his church.
He was involved in the boy scouts.
The neighbors loved him.
Narrator: now Sanchez's uncle says altemio was the one.
Driving his car that was spotted by a witness.
We were starting, at that point, to focus on altemio Sanchez.
Just the type of person who's going to stay under the radar,
that's not going to be looked at.
Narrator: problem is, Sanchez's fingerprints were not a match.
To those found on Linda yalem's water bottle.
Plus, Sanchez is bald,
which doesn't match the victim's profile
of someone with bushy hair.
But what are we lacking? We're lacking the DNA.
We have to get his discarded DNA.
Now, how do you get discarded DNA?
He could throw a cigarette butt down or a soda bottle.
One way or another, we're going to get his discarded DNA.
So now we have to follow him.
Saturday night's a date night
for husbands and wives or couples.
We let them sit down, and we grabbed the manager and waitress
and said, you know, told them who we were.
We didn't get into any detail.
When he was done with his meal, we told the waitstaff,
"don't bus the table. We'll take that."
We had his utensils, his napkin, his glass, his flatware.
Put everything in evidence bags, take it to the lab.
Narrator: if police find Sanchez's DNA on the cup,
they will be one step closer to catching the bike path killer.
We were getting DNA results quite rapidly now,
knowing the magnitude of the case we were on.
We didn't have to wait a long period of time.
This became prioritized.
Patronik: we're all waiting for DNA results.
So we're sitting, sitting, sitting.
And the best way to describe that is if you were ever
in the waiting room or at a hospital
when your wife's having a baby.
And finally, the phone rings.
Patronik.
I remember his exact words was, "you got him."
Thank you.
It's him.
I can't tell you what it was like to get that call
from the lab saying, "it's the bike path killer.
That's your guy."
We got him.
Goose bumps, euphoria, excitement.
But then the realization is, "enough with the celebration.
Let's lock him in."
Altemio was very nonchalant about being arrested.
He was doing everything he could to just play very cool,
calm, collected,
thinking that he's going to cooperate with us.
I don't think he ever realized he was no longer going home.
He was going to be in prison for the rest of his life.
Ladies and gentlemen, all of erie county
can rest a little easier today,
because the monster that's been known as the bike path rapist
has been taken into custody.
He had this inner urge, this rage
that he wanted to control women and attack women.
And it was always there.
But he was able to keep it separate from his life.
Narrator: and it turns out, over the years,
Sanchez had become arrogant that he'd never be caught.
Beebe: I went back and found all the Linda yalem race results.
And I found on September 29th one year,
the only year that Linda yalem's race
actually occurred on the date that she died,
I looked at the race results, and there was altemio Sanchez.
He organized a running team to run in a race
for the woman he killed.
And he later admits to us that he wore that shirt proudly.
Redmond: he was so sure that the police would never catch him.
He was so confident that he was invisible
and that he was smarter and could evade the police.
He was that cocky.
His wife never saw this behavior.
Never.
The real altemio Sanchez is a murderer.
He's a serial rapist.
He's a monster.
I did these crimes, and I should pay for these crimes.
To Mr. diver and the yalem family, I apologize,
but I know I can never bring back your loved ones.
But you what you said today here in court was true about me,
and I will pay for this for the rest of my life.
Beebe: he looked like a broken man.
The FBI profiler said that he wasn't showing any remorse
at all, that it was just sort of an act.
But I don't know.
I'm just looking at somebody
who was obviously just a shell of himself.
Nigrelli: I think Mr. Sanchez had remorse that he was caught.
I didn't see remorse for the victims, nor his family.
His remorse was that he was going to spend
the rest of his life in jail.
That's it.
What altemio Sanchez took was a caring, loving mother
who had so much to live for.
At his sentencing, he made the comment that,
"whatever I get, I deserve."
But I don't think that he could fully understand
that no matter what he was sentenced to,
it would never bring back the things that people lost
when she was taken.
It's just a tragic ending to someone
who deserved a lot better.
She was just a fantastic, outgoing, caring person.
And she most certainly did not deserve to die in that manner.
But she was doing what she loved doing,
and that was running and training
for the New York City marathon.
Yeah, it's tough.
This is a case that kept me up at night before I was a cop.
This is a case that kept me up at night when I was a cop.
And this is a case that still keeps me up
now that I'm retired.
It doesn't go away.
The faces don't go away. The victims don't go away.
The memories don't go away.
It's always there.
He's always there in the back of my head.